For the November 1983 35 years of being a perfect mixture of princess and warrior shirt past ten years, I’ve stopped eating at family dinners minus my grandma’s Thanksgiving. I can’t remember if it was because I was self conscious or sick or just very uneasy being around so many people. It’s a probably a mixture of all of them though. I think of many quite a few years ago now as being a bit like the film The Great Gatsby. The mixture of glamour and occasional accidental seediness. Also not quite sure what was going on. After being suicidal for years, I realized it’s a mixture of people not caring and it is your own responsibility to create meaning for your life.
